Siva will always be Siva

I just love that lil dude of mine. Had brunch the other day with mr i-want-to-be-indonesian(anand). Everything went well. I got the old anand back. Irwan, my ex-kmpk class mate joined us. I swear we were so loud. As u know anand. Anyway, he told me he has covered everything for intl political eco paper which will be on the 5th coz he wants to go clubbing in Danok. Clubbing in Danok? For real? There prolly wont be any chicks except for a bunch of fags. I told him what if the place was bombed? His answer was : "Takpe la aku mati syahid..eh silap mati syawat la". And would want uum's flag to cover his coffin. STupidddooooo. HEeheheh..thats anand. And he started imitating Russell Peters on obscene jokes. Talking about dicks while i was enjoying my food. Appetizer perhaps?

Gay

Alhamdulillah. Sat beside him yesterday during exam. On my mind *such a handsome dude* & *oh god i miss him*. But felt awkward. Didnt say a word. But today am having a brunch with him. Im so gayyyyyyyyyy :)

Quote

Za..i ciplak this one from u...and i cant agree more. It is a nice quote :)

Love is like a garden. It is seasonal.
Spring time is when you fall in love.
Summer requires a lot of effort.
Fall is a time of generosity and fulfillment.
Winter is when the emptiness sets in.
To be successful in a relationship we must accept and understand the different seasons of love.
Be realistic.
Give yourself permission to keep making mistakes.
Remember, men are from Mars and women are from Venus.



Relax and keep on making mistakes until u come to a right one :)

If u love someone...

THE ORIGINAL QUOTE

If you love someone,
Set her free...
If she comes back, she's yours,
If she doesn't, she never was.....

THE NEW VERSIONS R.....

Pessimist:

If you love someone,
Set her free ...
If she ever comes back, she's yours,
If she doesn't, as expected, she never was


Optimist:

If you love someone,
Set her free ...
Don't worry, she will come back.

Suspicious:

If you love someone,
Set her free ...
If she ever comes back, ask her why.

Impatient:

If you love someone,
Set her free ...
If she doesn't come back within some time forget her.

Patient:

If you love someone, Set her free ...
If she doesn't come back,
continue to wait until she comes back ...

Playful:

If you love someone,
Set her free ...
If she comes back, and if you love her still,
set her free again, repeat ....

C++ Programmer:

if(you-love( m_she))
m_she.free()
if(m_she == NULL)
m_she = new CShe;

Animal-Rights Activist:

If you love someone,
Set her free,
In fact, all living creatures deserve to be free!!

Lawyers:

If you love someone,
Set her free,
Clause 1a of Paragraph 13a-1 in the Second
Amendment of the Matrimonial Freedom

Biologist :

If you love someone,
Set her free,
She'll evolve.

Statisticians :

If you love someone,
Set her free,
If she loves you, the probability of her coming
back is high
If she doesn't, your relation was improbable
anyway.

Schwarzenegger' s fans:

If you love someone,
Set her free,
SHE'LL BE BACK!

Ove r possessive person :
If you love someone
don't set her free.

MBA :

If you love someone set her free instantaneously
and look for others simultaneously

Psychologist :

If you love someone
set her free
If she comes back her super ego is dominant
If she doesn't come back her id is supreme
If she doesn't go, she must be crazy.

Somnabulist :

If you love someone
set her free
If she comes back it's a nightmare
If she doesn't, you must be dreaming.

ERP functional expert :

If you love someone
set her free
If she comes back, map her into your system
If she doesn't, carry out a gap-fit analysis

Finance expert :

If you love someone
set her free
If she comes back, its time to look for fresh loans
If she doesn't, write her off as an asset gone bad.

Marketing Specialist :

If you love someone
set her free
If she comes back she has brand loyalty
If she doesn't, reposition the brand in new market

U'll be missed

This is just too sad. A year ago on 20th April 2008 we all had the shocked of our lives when Rowena an ex-schoolmate of mine told us about the demise of Puan Jun due to heart attack. Puan Jun was our school teacher in SMK Convent Sentul. I first got to know her when i was 14, 2nd former. If i was not mistaken she was a practical teacher/fresh graduate back then. She taught us science but later biology. Anyway, it was a great loss for us as she was a great person. I remembered she likes to talk about her family a lot. And we enjoyed it very much. Has a cute bro around our age :). She was only 29 when she passed away. Got married right after we finished high school. Has a a pair of twins. Girls. Barely 2yrs old. She is a twin herself. I just cant imagine her girls growing up without her presence. Its just too sad.

1979-2008

Semoga rohnya ditempatkan dikalangan org2 yang beriman.
Amin

Erupt

I might burst. Too much to take into account. But i do appreciate all of ur comments. Trying not to be influenced. But Ada...u feel me. I cant agree more with u. Tq for being there. I love u sweetum.

Regret?

Yes i took the risk. And no i did not succeed. The end justify the means. It may not turned out the way i expected...but in some way..in certain aspect..i was pretty much content. I did managed to erase all the feelings i had for u now didnt i? :)