Off She Goes

My best friend of 12years left Msia to work at Amman, Jordan. Am sure gonna miss u. When u got married, i thought i lost u. But when u left msia for Jordan, the feeling was worst. So empty. Anyway, do what u gotta do. Pedulikan apa org nak ckp. As long as ur happy, ill have a smile on my face. LOVE u loads.

Fighting Path

A married friend of mine once told me that unmarried couples tend to fight over silly matters (jealousy, misunderstanding and the list goes on). But when people get married, they fight less. Not that they dont fight at all, but arguments arise on pivotal matters, and matters that matters (if u know what i mean). However, when the baby comes into action, these couples hardly fight. How awesome is that?

Real Life Guy

Okey day dreaming is over. Time to think of a real actual guy that I really2 want instead of the older post of 'my DREAM guy'. I was doing some 'real' thinking. So i told myself i wish to have :

1) Someone who understands me in and out. (ill have faith in u only if u have faith in me)

2) Someone who respects my family and that includes all my good friends as they too are family in heart.

3) Someone who is willing to do the house chores. Im a lazy bum. You cant expect me to complete everything in one go.

4) Someone who is not there to change me...but to mold me into a better person.

5) Someone who will never gives up on me, who has faith in me at all cause.

6) Someone who will be there through sickness and health, ups and downs.

7) Someone whom i can rely upon.

8) Someone who can make me feel appreciated regardless of any situation.

9) Someone whom can make me feel secure.

10) Someone who loves me in and out.

And plsss...no secrets shall be there to part us.

Disappointed

Being alone just feels so niceeee. I swear. Today: didnt started out to be so great. People should know things that pisses me off. ONE: People that litter. TWO: Racist remarks. Why did u had to call my love 'budak keling'.

Friday Iftar

22/08/2010

It was my first time break fasting with the ELS family. We decided to break fast at The Roof Bukit Bintang. There were more than 50 students who showed up. The place wasnt up to expectation but the food was good. We had a buffet. Arabic food of course since most of the students are from Middle East and since arab foods are edible for every people :P. I was surprised that boss Erik was fasting. He looked tired but he managed :D
There was spaghetti(arabic), macaroni(arabic), sambosa(awesome), salad, hummus, mutabal, rice, chicken, and lambs(which wasnt that great). I only had one helping since i really have to cut down on food because of the 6kgs fat! tension aku. Anyway it was great. Even the kazakhstan students joined in and they enjoyed it. Atleast that was what i thought. Hopefully they did :D

After 9pm me, qila, baiya and elami went to pavi to have some shisha time. We joined in with the Arab students(girls) since they rather not smoke shisha with the presence of other arab boys. Unfortunately the shisha in Carlos sux. Mahal je lebih. But the food looks good. Should give it a try sometime. Maybe during mama's bday. We later went to Sbux and bought some cakes for mama and nyet. 2 slice for rm12.50. I just lurrrvvv having a friend working at Sbux. 30% discount. :D

I would call it a great night. And good night everyone. xoxo

BENCINTA

Why is it that the person u 'sayang' will always be the one who will tear ur heart into pieces? But as 'katek' adviced, this is only the preliminary of Allah's test.

Ramadhan 2010

Yesterday 11/08/2010 was the first day of ramadhan for the year 2010. I remembered when i first started fasting at the age of 8. It was back then in Tokyo. I hated it. It was winter and during recess, I had to stay in class while the others went out to have their lunch. 4.30pm dah berbuka. However it felt so bad. I would whine whine and whine to Papa on my bed. And he would pujuk2, telling me 'sekejap lagi buka la tu'.
And as i got to my teens, fasting has become something important. However i would buy loads and loads of food for breaking fast. And thats a waste. But i couldnt care less. I really enjoyed breaking fast. That was it.
Now that im 23 (young adult should i say), the feeling is totally diff! Ramadhan has become the best month for me. I not only focus on breakfasting, but the moment we spend our time fasting. Its just...NIKMAT. Even during breaking fast, i tend not to spend much. Cuma ala kadar. Mama have always been telling me that its no point fasting when u spend too much and eat all those luxurious feast for breaking fast. Berpuasa kan ibadah utk mengingati org2 yang kurang berkemampuan. And yesterday it was the first time praying terawikh with the beloved parent :).
Selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa to all the muslims.